New Experiences

Premiere.

My dad has been involved in the movie industry all my life, so going to events such as premieres was pretty normal. However last night was definitely a new experience for me. I went to the Iron Man 2 premiere with my boyfriend his father and his fathers girlfriend. The world my boyfriend grew up in is quite different from mine and last night I got just a small taste of what it is like. It was crazy! and yes I was very nervous but I had my boyfriend right there never letting go of my hand. It really made me appreciate him, he is so grounded and truly incredible... and damn! he looked cute :)

It was a very fun evening and nice to know that we can go from something like this to coming back home to be in our pj's playing Pokemon, yes we are competing to see who will be the ultimate Pokemon trainer...Ill keep you posted on who wins!

Click. Click. Flash. Flash.

Nom. Nom. Nom.

From London

to Los Angeles.


Its almost been 5 years since I moved to Los Angeles, you would think I would be completely settled in right? But there is still something that stops me from calling this place my home. The weathers great, the people are friendly but I still dont have that feeling of "home." For the most part it doesn't bother me but I have those odd moments where it is all I can think about and it really does make me sad.
Today I think it really hit me.

Home= Family.

I don't have a very big family to begin with and when I lived in London my friends were truly my family. I lived with them, they took care of me and they saw my best and my worst and still loved me. I am very lucky to have my dad here with me and when I first moved it was his happiness of living here that made me want to stay. But as I am beginning to grow up and discover myself I find myself feeling quite lonely. To be honest if it wasn't for my boyfriends family I think Id feel a lot worse. It really does prove that no matter your age you always need your family. And as I have learnt through my friendships you cant always rely on your friends to be your family.

To my family, I love you.

Time to Grow

Up.


Friendships, oh the trouble they can bring.
Since moving to America one of the main things I have had problems with apart from shoes, is friendships. Girls are crazy! I have met some incredible guy friends but a girl needs her girls but this has been very difficult to find. Its extremely frustrating. Everyone has their own agenda, people will see what they will get from that friendship, popularity, money, material goods what about just happiness? When I first moved here people were friends with me because I talked funny. Seriously! Friendships are suppose to be about laughing about being able to be your complete self and being happy being that person.
When I was younger it was kinda fun to deal with the drama it gave you something to talk about and do during the week. But now when I am about to go into my 20's I really don't want to deal with it anymore. I shouldnt be dealing with it anymore. Be honest. Bring happiness. And laugh. Thats a friendship.
So as my search continues I have recently begun meeting some very nice girls but we will see how it goes.

Shopping

With PaPa.


This weekend I went on my first "I am about to turn 20" shopping trip. My dad introduced new brands such as Alexander Wang and Rag and Bone. Rag and Bone has become one of my favorite brands, of course it is an english label done by Marcus Wainwright and David Neville. Their edgy but classy look is one of a kind and I have definietly fallen in love with it. Thank you papa!

Natasha Pump

Grey Silk Crimean Jacket

These are my two favourit items of the shopping trip.

Book Club

The Vampire Diaries.


This is the new book that my friend and I are starting to read today. I watch the TV show but I have heard its different from the show, so I am going to try it out. I need a new series and in keeping with my vampire obsession I think it will go very well.

Read. Read. Read.

Sample:

http://browseinside.harperteen.com/index.aspx?isbn13=9780061990755

Love

Ahhhh!!

Being in a relationship really has its ups and downs.

But not necessarily the arguments being the down part but not being with the one you love. Its crazy. When you have been in a relationship for a long period of time you realize just how much time you spend with that person and that a couple of days apart seems terrible. I mean that's love isn't it? My boyfriend and I have been together for a year and 8 months and a couple of months ago we moved in together. During the week he stays at school and then on the weekends he comes home, this works out perfectly giving us both our own personal time but time to miss each other. However when something disrupts this schedule for example an audio techniques class, oh dear here come the flood gates. My instant reaction is little tears. The idea of two weeks without seeing him is absurd! and yes this may be over exaggerating but when I took a step back to think about it, it made me happy because this just shows you how much you care about someone.

The power that someone is able to hold over another is incredible, love is an emotion that I feel will never be able to be explained. Its amazing and scary all at the same time. Now I am going to wipe away my little tears and get on with my day. Because at least I am lucky enough to have someone to love and love me in return.






Nom Nom Nom.