Its almost been 5 years since I moved to Los Angeles, you would think I would be completely settled in right? But there is still something that stops me from calling this place my home. The weathers great, the people are friendly but I still dont have that feeling of "home." For the most part it doesn't bother me but I have those odd moments where it is all I can think about and it really does make me sad.
Today I think it really hit me.
Home= Family.
I don't have a very big family to begin with and when I lived in London my friends were truly my family. I lived with them, they took care of me and they saw my best and my worst and still loved me. I am very lucky to have my dad here with me and when I first moved it was his happiness of living here that made me want to stay. But as I am beginning to grow up and discover myself I find myself feeling quite lonely. To be honest if it wasn't for my boyfriends family I think Id feel a lot worse. It really does prove that no matter your age you always need your family. And as I have learnt through my friendships you cant always rely on your friends to be your family.
To my family, I love you.
you have the best dad. so supportive and caring.
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